It bloody well is time. I'm getting my ass into gear and playing ladder everyday. It kick started with a chat with my Dad and Saber's birthday. (Friend in Mixed Fruit - 17) http://www.mixedfruit.org/forum/index.php
I discovered that Saber (Master league) just turned 17 and it was a surprise to me seeing as I thought he was 20+. This gave me even more evidence that I can be that good if I put in the time and the effort. It has given me motivation to get to his level and surpass it.
I then spoke to my Dad about how I envy young players such as Saber, Pokebunny (16 and pro) and Illusion. (15 and pro)
He then told me that I was ladder scared and that I can be that good if I put the time and effort into ladder games. He is correct in the fact that I am ladder scared. I suffer from a small amount of ladder fear that is enough to make me second guess laddering sometimes however I took all of this information in and played ladder that night seeing as I accepted that I have a small amount of ladder fear. I am more at ease now that I have accepted it seeing as I always wanted to brush it aside because I didn't like the fact that I was.
Getting there now. ^_^
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I discovered that Saber (Master league) just turned 17 and it was a surprise to me seeing as I thought he was 20+. This gave me even more evidence that I can be that good if I put in the time and the effort. It has given me motivation to get to his level and surpass it.
I then spoke to my Dad about how I envy young players such as Saber, Pokebunny (16 and pro) and Illusion. (15 and pro)
He then told me that I was ladder scared and that I can be that good if I put the time and effort into ladder games. He is correct in the fact that I am ladder scared. I suffer from a small amount of ladder fear that is enough to make me second guess laddering sometimes however I took all of this information in and played ladder that night seeing as I accepted that I have a small amount of ladder fear. I am more at ease now that I have accepted it seeing as I always wanted to brush it aside because I didn't like the fact that I was.
Getting there now. ^_^
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